It looks like I lose more than 4lbs. every month. I am not complaining. I love it! I so love the fact that I didn’t have to take some slimming pills to shed some fats that my last pregnancy had left for me.

I am happy that I am close to my pre-pregnancy weight now which was 55kgs. Guess how much I weigh now? 56kgs. Achievement huh? I swear I didn’t watch my diet, I eat whenever I want to. I drink soda whenever I feel the need to. I guess it was lack of sleep that helped a lot. Since the day I gave birth to bunso, I never got to enjoy 8 hours sleep, not even 5 hours sleep without interruption. Healthy or not, I am thankful!

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My bad! I gave away all the baby stuff that we had during Deye’s time.

3 years ago when we decided to come back home for good, I thought of giving away all the baby stuff my eldest had. I thought it was a practical decision not taking additional loads of cargo. I blindly gave away everything from baby clothes to high/baby chair. Didn’t realize I’d conceive again 3 years later to another baby girl.

Approaching to my last trimester, that’s when I thought what a lousy decision I had made. I had to buy all the essentials for the new baby. Good thing I was already home where baby stuff are easier to buy and find, and a lot cheaper too huh! But then again, thinking of the things I had given away made me regret more. If only I didn’t let go of those things, I would have saved a lot from buying those stuff again.

I told my better half I don’t want another baby in the family, I’m okay with two beautiful girls already. But I guess that experience made me more wiser. I am keeping the things that I had bought again for our 2nd bundle of joy. I’d never do such impractical decision again, whether I’d have another baby or not. You’ll never know when precious gifts like our children will come our way.

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After carefully watching my diet for over a month, I think everything went useless last night. It was our parents 35th wedding anniversary yesterday and my brother treated us out to dinner at Gerry’s Grill.

Each time I bite, I just think of diet pills that could do wonders for me, or say miracle? LOL!

But hey let me clear something here, I’m not fat. I just need to get rid of my bulges. *sigh*

Photos to follow, not mine, but photos of the food we had last night haha!

Update : Photos uploaded. I realized we failed to take the desserts we had. Tsk!

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Below were the dresses I mentioned here.

Since both the girls were fully made up, I thought it’s another perfect time for a studio pictorial, of course with yours truly haha!

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Blemishes started to show up on my face recently. I wonder what’s next? Visible wrinkles? Does anyone here know the best wrinkle cream sold in the market?

I am soon turning 34 that’s why I am anticipating these things this early.  I used to be an “I don’t care” type of person but I don’t want to end up having my face occupied by these unwanted whatever! But there’s something I am thankful for, despite having these blemishes, I could still have a picture perfect stuck on our photo albums. How? Photoshop! LOL! Seriously, most of my photos taken from the studio are photoshopped i.e. removing dark spots. Well, at least my face does not need a major editing LOL!

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Diet pills, weight loss drinks, now it’s cheap adipex! Does Sheriff also see and notice that I’m continuously gaining weight? Hmmmm maybe! I wonder if I’d ever lose some once I get back to work. I hope so. I really hope so, so that I won’t have to buy new office clothes particularly the pants.

I still couldn’t imagine myself wearing a size 30 jeans and M shirts now haha! Before, when I buy tops for myself, I don’t have to worry of the size, I just order S and that’s it. Now I really have to fit them and see if the bulges are seen when the shirt is worn ahuhuhu! If only I could resist the food and drinks I see around me *sigh*

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